As I have been working a lot on dreams and trying to improve my dream recall, and so forth, I have experienced some progress. I actually have a slight headache since this afternoon though and I am wondering if it has something to do with any of that.
Earlier, I spoke about my (I'll call it Dream Meeting) with Z. It is most amazing in the fact that I very RARELY have dreams about Z, even though I think of him often, etc. I am not sure where we were supposed to be, but we were mainly sitting together.
It was just a very 'close spiritual' feeling of being near each other, and I don't know what it was all about but it was so sweet and relaxing being able to sit there face-to-face... (I'm thinking my headache might be because I have been working with my Moldavite and crystal for a few days in sleep... It's supposed to be a pretty strong one... and helps with astral travel and communications, so maybe it's working.)
Anyway, in the dream, I felt like we were 'visiting', and we were just staring into each other's eyes like we were trying to record every detail of each other's faces... I locked on and couldn't look away. And occasionally, he'd bend down to kiss me, and we walked around a bit, but mainly just there being together. And It wasn't even remotely about sex, it was like "Oh my god I am just so glad to be near you right now" kind of thing.
It was very calming, and very positive for me that we met up, and could be together for a bit, in this dream world. Now this is not to reflect badly on my marriage or love for my husband, it's not that at all. It is something in my heart and soul, and I can't explain that really.
Speaking of my husband, in other parts of this he was hanging around, but his role in the dream was that he was "Interviewing" my old boyfriends. He would finish with a couple interviews, and come report back to me... "Man that guy is actually pretty cool." When he said this, to me it seemed that he was basically saying, "It wasn't the GUY, it was you... all these guys are alright!" So that sort of made me feel 'on trial', and made me think he was trying to show me what all was wrong with me.
And I was distraught that he had to analyze all these dudes, but my response to that was "Well, yeah, most everyone was cool except for Chris, and he was a piece of shit." At one point, Larry Raines (my first "real" kiss, remember??) actually popped in for his "interview" with my husband, and I looked at him, he gave me a devilish smile, and I exclaimed, "Oh Jesus Lord, No!"
Then I think I was back hanging with Z... I am not entirely sure how long our "visit" lasted, but it would be cool if he would pop in from time-to-time just to let me know he is out there, and he still remembers me fondly.
Will report any other interesting dream occurrences though, if or as they come.
*If you don't know who Z is, then you have not read the following segments:
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