Deep In The Forrest

I'm struggling, daily. I am unhappy with my choices and my situations, my attitude, my health, and myself. Nobody has to lecture me, I get it. This is all my responsibility and something I can control. That's why I am so mad at myself right now, because I CAN control this, but I don't. I have allowed myself to get apathetic and lazy, then get upset because my life isn't what I want it to be. I should be treating myself like I treat the partners I have had in my life, but instead, I spend my time treating others like I want to be treated, and rarely getting that in return. So, yes I am struggling. I have allowed everything that I have gone through in the last few years, not really to break me but damage the hell out of me enough to make me treat myself like I don't matter, to ruin my life. After a phone conversation with one of my closest friends this morning, I started thinking about all of this stuff... how there are really no excuses for bad nutrition, lack ...

Dear Tink and WWC Family, Please excuse AJ for being absent for the Weekly Words Challenge this week. She had a terrible case of loose vowels. She will be back in next week and will make up this week's assignment as well. Sincerely, AJ's Higher Self Yes I missed yesterday, and of course I could do the 'late but Wednesday' version like I did last week, but I had higher hopes of my photos being more worthy. I only have 2 possible submissions and I really don't like either one of them for the keywords. So you guys will have to sit tight until next Tuesday, and not only do I promise not to be late, I am going to begin doing my WWC entries (like Jay does I think) on Monday nights and having them all shiny and ready for Tuesday. I really must pick myself up and get my @$$ in gear. This has been unacceptable. I know, I know... I have been through a great deal in the last year (years), but still I gotta keep moving and living and trying to make ends meet. Everyone is busy,...

Well it's true... I'm only "pretending" or "Frontin" like I'm Back. I have been really preoccupied by the issues with my car and with trying to support at work given those problems. I am in a rental car today, and truly hope to have my real car Back soon. I was going to cop out on the Tink's Weekly Words Challenge (WWC) , but I thought 'What the heck?' I may as well try. So I am not promising any greatness this week, and I still haven't gotten back to slide show status, but here are a few entries for this week's words, Front and Back . The "Front" of the Memphis Pyramid #1 North "Front" Street Look, Mom has some design on her "Back" J.J. The Rooster's "Back" This ornamental Butterfly has the same "Front" as it does "Back" Can you tell if this is "Front" or "Back" of the Trolley? ***** "I Need My Daddy!!!" So I must further a bit of ranting...