Deep In The Forrest

It was a busy couple of days, finished the project much to the jubilation of the superiors, who coincidentally lavished me with victory hugs. So it's a bit more low-key now, and I had a chance to breathe a little deeper. The weeks, days... they're passing by way too quickly. December barely just started but it's nearly over already! I haven't even found my Christmas feet yet. I have to dig out my Santa Claus hat and prepare an outfit to wear to our office Christmas party on Friday... I have to mirror the cuteness I achieved on Halloween, right?? (And no, I didn't forget to dress like a Turkey on Thanksgiving, I missed that one on purpose lol). Friday night, Mr. J and I are supposed to go down and help my mother make some Christmas candy, so maybe that will fill me full of some spirit... or if I find her wine bottle, maybe "Spirits" haha... heck, it's the Holidays. I may as well find it in my heart to get a little tipsy. The Melatonin is still working s...

Wow it's been hard for me to post this weekend because I don't really have much to say. I have accomplished nowt this weekend except a little video gaming, lying around in my undies (which are basically stolen pairs of my husband's boxers and a t-shirt lol!). So I didn't die from over stuffing myself yesterday, hope you guys weren't worried about that. I felt like it though... but I didn't. My dreams have been very weird to me all weekend... but not worth discussing really. Earlier, I was just sitting and thinking about the last ten years... that's all it takes 10 years. Ten years to turn from shiny, new, full of spirit into an old tattered fart. (To just look in the mirror and realize how old you can feel sometimes, and how old I guess I am [supposed to be] ). It's not working though... my number continues to rise, but I don't feel like I am keeping up with it. I can't grow up, I still feel the same inside as I always did... and I sit and obsess...