My level of mental exhaustion today is indescribable. I don't know where to begin really, I've just had a tiresome, frustrating day.... one of those that, although some of the incidents may be small, had energy-draining effects on me. Annoyed I am (I say in my best Yoda voice).
Everything from the first car that pulled out in front of me this morning, to the rude guy who didn't hold the door open (or offer to help me carry) when I was returning something to his store, to the usual traffic cut offs, it's all added up. I have felt like crap today, I have had it up to here (makes hand sign above head).
Ironically, my horoscope says, "January 5, 2010 You are biking with the wind behind you, which gives you extra smooth power that effortlessly eats up the miles. Keep up the pace without straining so when it’s time to take a rest or the wind changes, you’ll have the accomplishment you need under your belt. Sustain without strain for the greatest gain."
Yes, although they state the above, I can only wish that I felt that way.
Then after bozos, count em' one by one took their small role in making my day just a little darker, I get home to find out my stupid game on Facebook was all screwed up--My level was gone, the money and all of the things I had worked for lately had just crashed and burned, and I haven't the energy to try and regain it all... (I know this is a minor thing, most of the things I have mentioned are minor).
Some of you will blast me with your negative remarks about what I have said and tell me that I am going on over stupid stuff. Those of you who 'have it all figured out' will anyway. Well, you know my opinion on that. You do what you enjoy and I will do what I enjoy, and I am certain those two lists would not intertwine. For today, just allow me to enjoy, nay "revel" in bitching about how pissed off and annoyed I am at everything around me. It is totally time for me to go to bed!
Shit happens, I know. I just wish it didn't always seem to happen to me.