Wednesday, May 04, 2011

Cursed

Still not doing so well on the blogging, I am trying though. I just can't muster up enough to say but I haven't given up, so don't give up on me.

Today I post this song, as it is how I feel at the moment. Sometimes we love people, and they don't or cannot return the favor, but love given is never lost and I know that. When I DO love, it is with all of my heart, full-force, and it is REAL. Still, throughout our lives we have all experienced unrequited love and it sucks.



Here are the lyrics to the song for lazy people, or those who don't like the style of music. The artist is "Vivian Green", the song is called "Cursed". Have a day. :-|

"Cursed"

I'm cursed with loving you baby
It hurts cause you'll never know it
I was put here to hopelessly love you
And you ain't thinking of me
that's the torture I go through

It's been a long long time now
And I'm still trying to get you out
of my head, of my heart, of my whole damn soul
This love is still lingering it's getting old
But it ain't dying, it's not even trying
And I can't fight it, I just bury it
at the bottom hoping you might find
You are my love, were my first
And now this love is just a curse
Oh, Yeah

I'm cursed with loving you baby
It hurts cause you'll never know it
I was put here to hopelessly love you
And you ain't thinking of me
that's the torture I go through

I don't know why I even called,
Thinking our time has come again
Cause the first time wasn't right
No we were too young
I was too serious, you wanted to have fun
And now I look at us and see
How good it could be
If we could only get past the past
And see... That the love we had is there
if we try it could last.

I'll be always loving you,
I'll be always loving you,
No matter what or where...
I'll always care!

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4 comments:

Christine Macdonald said...

Hang in there honey! We won't give up on you!

xxxooo

Christine

Furtheron said...

Indeed - I don't get the in and out of love thing.... oh yes stuff changes and people come and go and relationships work and then don't... but surely if you love someone that is that you love them come whatever, even if they hate you and you can't be with them anymore... how can love go away?

Bizarro Aunt Jackie said...

Thank you guys... Everything is a struggle of some kind, we were never promised it'd be easy.

I am just ready to be happy again.

Chelly said...

Love you lots Jackie! We won't ever give up on you. xoxo